Fiizah

2009-04-11T11:55:00.000+08:00

I'll be back with a new blog.

Soon. I guess.

2009-03-30T19:48:00.002+08:00

Busy nowadays.
No time to update blog.
Da malas nk gunekn pon. Hahs.
Deleting this one soon.
Tell me ur email add and I'll invite u to my new blog.
Which I'l create one soon luh.

Bye! =)

2009-03-11T20:12:00.003+08:00

Friday, pit at east coast.
Saturday, pit at east coast.
Sunday, pit at east coast.
Hahs!
Friday was Amir's bdae pit.
Saturday, Lan's bdae pit.
Sunday was Hariz's bdae pit.

3days in a row eh?

Fucking tired.

I dunwan to say aniting abt wat I do and so on.
Coz my sis wans to read my blog.
Nnt dier blg mak!
Hahahahahahahahahaha! Siak kn.

Aniway, last sat,
I met syafeekah!!
Oh man. Miss her lots seh.
I saw Ahmad and kecyk too.
Great2.
Itz been so long since I last met dem. =)
But sadly itz just for a short while.
Must mit dem again soon. =)

K lah.
Im lazy to update actuali.
Hahs.
Will end it here then.
Tata~!

2009-03-01T22:24:00.002+08:00

Eh hello!
I realise, today, alot got married eyh? Haha!
I just reach home and im very2 sleepy.

Yesterday,I slept at 7am and woke up at 1pm.
Went sengkang to my cousin's place to help out for her wedding day today.
Most of the time, me,ida n my sis lepak dwnstairs at the multi-purpose hall.
Itz been so long since we last met naim(my cousin).

Not naeem nor na'im(na'imullah).
Chilled with him and Indra.
My sis and ida joined us ton and we shared ghost stories and so on.
At night, more of his frens came.
And one of them is my old SILAT mate. =_=
I remember his name was shafik.
He's funny luh.
We had soup tulang at night. Hehs.
Sedap oii.
I then ton with naim and friends coz ida and my sis went up to sleep.
But at last, naim and frens all, slept at the pelamin leaving me singing alone.

At 6am,I went off leaving my sis and ida coz they wont wake up.
Reached home at 6plus.
They reached abt 7.30am or so.
Bathed,chnged,waited, and went tampines to send ida home to chnge coz she've bathed at my houz.
It took her 1hr to chnge and get ready!
I was kinda pissed waiting. Hahs!

Reached tampines at 11am and we eat ferst.
Naim,wiwit,indra and others da smart la kan.
Before that sumer selekeh nk mampos kn,kn. Haha!
So we keep going up and dwn to chck on our kakak sdare the bride.
Smoked,eat,drink,lepak,gossip and so on.
As time past by,alot came.
Coincidently, one of my fren was there.
That guy frm monfort sec last time.
Matin peh brader la kan (time sec sch). hahs!
But I dun bother walking up to him and say hi or watever.

I havent sleep and i was fucking tired to entertain anione.
Ok I'll skip all those parts.
I was shocked, to see, Jerry at ferst.
Then, I saw Afiq goofy.
I ignored but then, I saw, NISYA!!!!

Gosh!
I was like, "eh?nisya?" and walk up to her.
She was talking to yani.
Oh,yani my exschmate the short2 one tu.
She happens to be my far-cousin.
Can you believe it if I say,
Nisya is related to me!!
Siak ah. Im,shocked!
So jerry,afiq and the rest were naim's frens too.
Almost all his friends I alredy know.
Tsk! Fucking small world.
Thanks ah ehk afiq.
He says I look like so old. =_=
Other den thatmthey say I look like Izfa rudegirl. =_=
Jauh beza sak..
After they mkn2, they had a 'meeting'.
Wah,wah.
So nisya sat with me til they're done.
After that, went home.
Sent Sutri and family home ferst, followed by mak ngah and family.

Reached home feeling so angry to see my stupid ferst brother using my internet modem fixed to his laptop.
Nabey cheebai!
Kau ader barang sendiri gunekn brg sendiri la sia!
Brg kau aku tk kacau, brg aku jgn kacau lar!
Argh! Binget sial!
After clearing some stuffs in my room,
i'll shift the computer inside!
Im fucking annoyed sia!!!!!
Beli brg yg tk perlu ader duit, byr hutang bill sumer,tkde duit.
Kpale hotak la sia!
Argh! Watever la.
Gi mampos ah ngn dier.

Aniway, afew pics taken today are taken by the photographer so I dun hav the chnce to see or copy those pics.
Pfft! My kakak sedare is damn jambu!
Ok,ok.
Im fucking tired.
I dun tink I'll upload any more pics.
Hahs!
Malas uh.

K lah.
Tata~! =)

2009-02-16T20:47:00.001+08:00

Malas nk update.

2009-02-09T00:00:00.002+08:00

Just now I went out to meet my friend.
Went home,and....
I dropped my rokok gulung in the jamban! =_=
Thx to my friend who make me cannot tahan nak kencing.
Sampai ruma terus gi toilet and, haiya.
Naseb murah. Hahas!
Saw alep setan,ein and others while lepaking.
Haha!
And now,I need cigs. =_=
Gah~!

K bye! =)

2009-02-07T03:02:00.001+08:00

I didnt go chalet today. =____=
But,since many will be there later morning,i'll come early morning too.
Hmmm.
And,yer2. Im coming cthal today. =_=

Aniway,yest(?),went out with my sister.
Bumped into taufiq,waited for oya,and we went marina square together.
After meeting at secret recipe,
me,my sis,taufiq and muji went to eat.
Smoked outside mcd after that.
Took one stick frm muji. Hehs.
Saw Aty! haha! =)
Sorie aty I was smoking when you hugged me.
Eh! Muji gatal siak.
Then,i saw yus and kas! =)
Talked for awhile with yus,and they both went off to meet wan tetek. haha!
Then,liyana and zul came.
Im really2 sorie you both.
Really really really really really sorry! =(
Didnt even get the chance to talk to them coz I had to go.
Im realy2 sorry seh. Haiz.

Me,my sis,muji and taufiq went up.
I just followed them.
Played pool.
I swear my sis is damn fucking noisy!
Taufiq paired with muji.
Those two guys over confident sia. Haha!
Taufiq and my sis challenged and they were so noisy.
Me and muji challenged each other and we played quietly.
I think I saw YuFang.
I saw Halid(????)iforgothisname) and he saw me.
But,i'll see him tmr for sure. Hahs!
Kecoh giler.
Muji prangai dog seh.
I mean,tgk pmpn. Tsk2. Haha!
It was fun luh. Laughed alot.
Went bck to secret recipe,
went to marina steps and taufiq went off to mit mas(?) while we 3 walk to the mrt station.
Smoked again with muji.
Meet up with Oya at the mrt station and went home together.

Me and my sis walk around in the 7-11 thinking what to buy and at last we bought a cup of mashed potatoes which taste like MILK!
Eeee tk sedap nyer.
But we finished it uh. haha!

Coz I woke up damn early just now,
I was so fucking tired.
And I looked like I just woke up all the way.
Hahahahahahaha! I know.
But,I dun care.
Sorie yer for those I met,saw,see. haha!

Kinda shocked to receive a msg frm AmirulHakim just now.
Didnt know he have my number.
Or maybe I forgot he have it.
Kimak,due2 btol peh merana sak.
Carik keje peh susah. Haiyo.
He cant find one,coz,tattoo da tambah. =___=
And now im helping him find one when i myself am finding one.
Haha! Bodo sia..

Eh,suddenly,I remember about syafeekah.
Erm,I duno.
As days pass by,well,
I just hope she's alright.
And I duno abt that Guy.
Kalo dier ader perasaan,dier patot lebih tau ape dier patot buat.
Right?
Not trying to say bad luh.
But,nvm2.
I dun have to say anything about that.
Just hope the one who's suffering now is ok.
Cant really say everything about it here ryt?
Itz,personal.
So,yeah. Hope she is alrght.

Hmm.
K lah.
Dats all then.
Going to sleep soon.
Got to wake up at 6??
Have to bring afew tings for chalet. =_=
And will be going to cthal by 6pm?7pm?
See how.

2009-02-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry ive not been updating.
And,sorry if ive been missing from some of you.
Ive been having too many prblms.
And im lazy to update already. Hahas.

Aniway,to a friend of mine,
I thot ure strong enuf to face all these.
Didnt I tell you to believe in urself?
But,since you JUST announced that you've left,
I cant say anyting but to wish you all the best leading ur new life.
I'll never forget you.
Jsyk,im still leading my life as one coz,
i believe,nothing can stop me to be one.
Except myself.
25december dude.
(shocked?i found ur new url)

Ahaha! I dun even know what im talking about am i?
Hmmm. Nvm.
Well,dats all lah.
I duno what to type.
Blog some other time ok?

Tata! =)

2009-01-28T18:36:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to me! =D
Im 18 at last!
Haha!

Thx to all who wished me on my bdae.
Syg korg bnyk2! =)

Update later aites?
Going out now. =)
Tata!

2009-01-26T22:04:00.003+08:00

I received a call frm a fren around 12.50am..
she was crying otf.
Ran away frm hm.
I was worried and couldnt do anything.
I dun hav enuf money for cab to go to where she is.
Msg her friend but i think her ppd was low.

To her bf, NI TANGGUNGJAWAB KAU EHK!
BNYK KAU PEH BERANI BUAT BERANI TANGGUNG.
TUNJOK LA SIA!
AKU TKKN CARIK KAU KALO DIER TK CKP DIER CUMER PERLUKAN KAU AT DAT TIME!
AND KAU NK SALAKAN AKU.
GI MATI LA EHK.
LANTAK KAU.
DA BESAR PANJANG LA KAN.
PANDAI2 JAGE UH.
TKDE PERASAAN LANGSONG!
AKU PON TKKN HERAN APE NK JDI NGN KAU KALO TK PSL DIER!
PSL KAU NYE ORG,TK PERNA INGT NK BERUBAH JDI BAEK WALAU SIKIT PON UTK DIER!
KALO KAU MASOK PON TK GUNE!
KAU TKKN BERUBAH!
MCM APE KAU SURO AKU BLG DIER,
NIE AKU BLG KAU! TAKECARE SUDA!

Yesterdae i slept at ida's houz.
Went out at 4.30am to meet my frens near ida's blk.
Talked to nadia.
Mcm biase la kan kalo jmpe i'll always talk to her.
Went bck up at 6.30am and went to sleep at 8am till 11am.
Talk to ida about sth.
And den, she pandai2 nk matchmake aku skejap.
=_____=
Daim step malu2.
Nnt aku blnje ah!
Siak btol.
Stakat satu jek nk berkire. =__=
Smoked with kak nadia,
talk about this and that.
My cousin frm msia came and I was happy thinking we could celebrate our bdae together wich falls on the same date,28january, but they're going bck msia today.
Haiyer.
Im fucking tired and am in no mood at all.

Niwae, coz i surely wont update tmr,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO HAKIM!
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO both ALEX & AISHA DIRAD(kwn keje lamer)

2009-01-18T22:02:00.004+08:00

I had a gd time yesterdae.
But it sucks after midnight.
Totally sucks and i wanted to pick a fight.
Argh! Fuck!

So far, im happy about yesterdae's outing.
I noe,just LEPAK2.
But,i met alot of ppl.
Meeting an bumping into ppl i noe. =D
Especially my p.sch friends!!
Tas,syaza,(bdk2 hougang =_= haha),rahman,RIFAIE!,FARIHAH! and many more! =D

Meet up with radiah rudegirl and others at fullerton.
Happy bdae once again rad! :)
bumped into many ppl, salam here salam there, hug here,hug there.
haha!
saw fieza-o!
and the funny part was when i told her yus is behind here and she was like,"ha..sshh!"
when actualli,yus is looking at her and heard that. hahahahahahaha!
so funny.
fieza da berisi.
hehs. but sentiase pretty. =)

Saw daim and ida at cthal mrt.Daim saw me ferst.
Ida didnt recognise me. =____=
Salam her and she went off taking the train to tampines.
Blablabla,salam daim,talk awhile and he went off.

at night,bumped into arep giler.
rudies,feeq,yat n others again.
marxie and elly evans.
haha!
talked awhile with arep giler.
then me,fey,khalil and nadia went clarke quay.
stopped by the xtreme swing place.
hahaha!
cool sia! mcm fun gitu! haha!

Chilled at clarke quay steps and talk2.
acit came with his mat salleh gf/wife who's 4mnths pregnant but looks lyk already 8months!
we couldnt get in the club coz fey and acit are below 21. =_=
Alip came later.
He was in a very2 bad mood. haha!
so,lepak2,walk around.
and my mood went dwn.
i wanted to pick a fight actuali but,no i didnt.
binget tau! urgh!
Went cthal again and lepak2.
Khalil did sth til nadia cried.
Hmm. Kesian aku tgk. haha!

Around 4plus, me,nadia,khalil,fey and alip took cab to tampines.
Relax je biler ader road block.
Fey quickly hide and i shifted nearer to the door so it the bck seat looks really occupied by 3ppl and not more.
Mcm chill gitu.
i dun noe how to describe but steady jek kitorg uat gitu.
driver lgi cket nk stop dari jauh.
haha!
mkn2 at tampines.
but i didnt coz i wasnt in the mood.
walked and alip parted with us.
talked to nadia all the wae.
thx to her now ive got cnfidence.
yea,yea.
went to toilet coz nadia saket perut and we talk about sth i was angry about before coming out of the toilet.

Took 81,stopped at pasir ris and took 53 home.
I only realise Psychoriq was sitting infrnt of me wen i saw the reflection of his side view frm the window/mirror(?).
Didnt talk of coz.
Coz i tot he was sleeping.

Reached hm at 7am.
Was fucking tired and went strght to sleep after chnging.
Woke up at 4pm and i was in a very bad mood.
Still angry of coz abt wat happen.
Cooked chicken coz i was fucking hungry.
My mum didnt cook.
Maybe coz i wasnt home yest. haha!
My sister stole a chicken frm outside the kitchen.
K i duno how to describe.
For those who have been to my houz after renovation,u'll noe how la.
Haha!
So i cook more and eat with my brothers and sister.

Thats all la for now.
Got nothing else to sae.
Tata~!

Thx nadia.
Now,i'll think again and make a decision real fast.
Both is gd.
But,hmmmm.
I duno ehk.
Ive think about everything again.

2009-01-15T02:01:00.002+08:00

Hello! =D
Ich werde gebohrt.
Ich kann nicht bis jetzt schlafen.
Haiyer.
Hoffnung zu erhalte mir einen Job bald.
Ich werde zu Hause gebohrt.
Kann dich sterben wissen?
Haiz.

Meines Tagboards tot! =_=

K la!
Alles das ist für jetzt.
Ich erhielt nichts anderes zu sagen.
Tschüss!

Pssst..!
13 weitere Tage zu meinem Geburtstag! =D

2009-01-13T20:17:00.003+08:00

Yest I talked to nisya! =D
Rindu seh da lamer tk cntct,chat,msg,bbl and jmpe.
We chat with ahmad.
K actualy ahamad add us both in the conversation but he left after our 'lectures'.
Itz an advice seh.
He alwaes think negative.
Friends come and go per.
Seriously, he mix with the wrong kind of ppl but I cant say that to him la.
Coz he'l think im looking down on his frens which are my frens too luh.
I dont know what to say about him animore.
Degil. Ive tried my best to give him smgt, ask him to changebut he didnt.
So now i cant say anithing kan?
Even if i did,wiil he listen?
Haish. Susah tau nie mcm.

Then I talk otf with nisya.
Haha! mcm2 kan kiter bbl?
but everytime we're talking about a topic,
itz either she or me will interrupt me or her talking.
slalu tau.
and we'l 4get and then cntinue few minutes later. Haha!
Talk about her N.
Then i have to put down the fone coz my mum woke up and biseng kejap.
So we put down at 1.15am ithink.
yup. we'l continue again next time ya? =)

I did chat with raffiq too.
chat with neecha.
she baru2 naek punk.
raffiq sae she takot2 siket. haha!
was too busy so i didnt really chat with them.
sorie bnyk2.
wanted to ask her alot of qns actualy.
but,nvm. nxt tym. haha!

few minutes after my mum went back to sleep, fey asked me to kol.
so i talked to him for awhile.
Sumpah aku bbl tk senonoh. Haha!
coz i was watching MTV.
I asked sth and he can still sae...
hmmm. Very observant ah he!
Tsk,tsk. jahat peh org.
da la take advantage of aku!
Hahahaha! only he know what he did. =_=
he laughed at me coz i ask my 1st brother a qn and he heard what my brother answered.
Babi btol. haha!
but i was having fun talking when my 2nd brother came.
so i couldnt go on coz my 2nd brother sleeps in the living rm.
put dwn the fone 10mins later.
I find him a nice guy luh.
Fun otf je. Haha!

yesterday night i did talk to din otf too.
he called and talk about himself. haha!
havent meet him for so long seh.
met him last at bedok with ahmad,fir and faiz.
his body is getting bigger.
mcm org nga NS.
He looks older then me but he's turnign just 17 this year. =_=
Gd din,tkmo isap rokok lagi.

I havent been miting alot of ppl seh.
one thing i can nvr forget.
Ex-xinghuas kate nk reunion tpi smpi skrg tk jmpe2.
reunion kebabai!
the prblm is,tkde org nk plan.haha!
same goes to my sec sch frens.

aku miss schling.. =(
btol kate fairuz.
wasted sak quit ite.
i find my ISR clazmates kecoh giler.
bodoh kan aku.
course business admin lak tu.
wasted btol!
nk dpt keje pon peh susah!

oh!talking about jobs,
yest i receive a msg to go for a job interview today at 1pm.
i cant go.
the place is too far.
coz why?
coz itz at PHILLIPINES!
siak2! nk mampos?!
i showed my mum and she laughed at me. =_=
tk ke sial tu mcm.
bace ferst few lines ok jek.
skali pat phillipines.
haiyo.

aniway,congrats to both my cousins frm my mum and dad side.
haha!
naim manan msg me all his grades but doesnt seem excited enuf that he's going poly like he wanted. =_=
but,gd la.
he gets 23points after excluding cca pts. =)
as for my other cousin,widiah, she gets 21pts excluding cca pts.
these two cousins of mine are frm the same p.sch in p6.
get what i mean? haha.
told naim about widiah's result and told her about naim's result.
forgot to ask naim abt the rest of our schmates lak.
didnt ask who's the top olvl student in our sch diz yr.
hmmm. nvm.

i told my sis i hope the baby is a boy!
she too hope its a boy. sebok jek.
Oooou aku excited! =)
I love babies!
itz a shcking unexpected pregnancy isnt it?
like suddenly! wah..
happy seh aku..

k lah. bubbye!
=D

my brother ask me if i have cigarettes and our mother is just behind us.
then, aku kene mara. =___=
nabey!

2009-01-11T22:42:00.004+08:00

Hi! Hello!

So yesterday,
my first brother asked me join him drink.
yes,MY BROTHER!
But i said no coz im miting my frens.
I tonning.
So he asked me to buy for him cigs and he gave me extra money to drink! :)
Took afew sticks and went off.

I ton at tampines.
hahaha!
with Fey,Khalil and his gf Nadia.
Kecoh.
Khalil is damn funny.
I reached tampines and they're cracking some jokes.
It was damn hilarious i tell u.
Went to nadia's blk and waited for her to put her things.

then we went pasir ris.
starts khalil's nonsence.
He's damn disgusting i tell u!
but damn funny.
I couldnt stop laughing frm the start till the end.
We four walked to the swamp.
Yadayada whatever.
Then, me n nadia go kencing.
Haha!
I like the part when khalil sing.
He had a great voice sak.
Abe kiter nmpk cine..
Hahaha! Tkde tmpt laen la kn dorg nk uat.

Make it short la.
Went for breakfast at 4plus.
Then at 5plus, we went off.
Khalil was damn sleepy.
Waited for my bus first.
Then khalil slept on nadia's lap.
Shockingly,wen i turned,
khalil's hand was INSIDE his pants.
Hahahahahahahaa!
Rabak giler sak dektu.
He said sth before that.
To make urself tired,
GO HAVE SEX!
hahaha!
And khalil keep digging his nose!
Disgusting kan?
Haha!

I had fun with them 3.
Thx korg.
Thx fey. :)
Meet them again soon.

2009-01-04T21:18:00.004+08:00

Hello~!
Here i am updating my dead blog.
Can you take it when your cat makes noise for 2hrs straight?
I swear I feel like throwing my cat down.
Fucking annoying.
My bdae is coming.
Soon!
24more days?
Still coming soon to me. Hahs!
Hope it'll be a good day.
Hopefully.

This was taken yesterday.
I swear the guy in red is so funny.
Coz he was shouting and screaming like a girl.
Coz he's afraid he'll fall. Hahahaha!
And,and.
Yesterdae is so boring.

2009-01-01T22:59:00.005+08:00

Hello~!
My new year celebration is great.
How about you?
Hope you all had fun too. :)

Nothing to talk about.
Too long to mention about what ive done, who i met, where i went to.
Itz just, great. :)

Aniway,
after yesterday,
I feel disgusted about a guy who wasnt with us yesterday.
Only afew ppl knows la kan. Hehs!
Hariz called me 5/6times today coz he couldnt cntct ahmad,kecyk,saharil,rahim,nazrul,rahman n others. =_=
Hmmm.
And, someone's sister msgd me just now. =__=
Urgh........... Wth..
Oh shit! 25nov da lamer lepas sak.
Haiyer. I totally forgot. Tsk.
Nvm.

Will online after 1am or after ok?
Kinda busy uh. Hehs! :D

Dats all.
Tata!

2008-12-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

Heys!

Todae i went out with my dad,mum,aunt,uncle n my dear irfan.
haha!
he was in a bad mood coz his psp rosak.. =_=
we went haig road coz my dad nk blnje mkn.
ate seafood.
oou gerek!

den went home n just now chtted with i duno who.
he added me at msn.
rahim's fren uh.
watever.

aniwae, my plans to celebrate new yr are cancelled..
nabey cheebai fuck..
urgh!

dats all ah.
haha!
lazy to blog la..

takecare all!

2008-12-29T02:55:00.011+08:00

Tagged by sutri.

1. What is your full name ?
Nor Hafizah bte Mohd Ali

2. Do you like your name ?
Okok luh.

3. How long have you like the person you currently like ?
Currently,there's no one i like. Haha!

4. Have you kissed anyone before ?
Duh...

5. Did you cry today ?
Nope.

6. What are you doing at 8am this morning ?
Going to sleep. Hahaha!

7. What are you doing an hour ago ?
Chatting with faiz(my junior) and syafiq.

8. What are you currently doing ?
Doing this boring thing and listening to music.

9. Who last texted you a message ?
Hidayah (ahmad's ex)

10. Have you told anyone you love them today ?
No

11. Are you missing anyone right now ?
Ermm. Yeah! :)

12. Any plans for tomorrow ?
No

13. What was the reason behind the last time you cried ?
A friend passed away.

14. Anyone you want to be right now ?
=_= No.

15. Have you kissed anybody who name start with S ?
Hahahahaha! Ya! (dont bother to ask who)

16. Name somebody who make you smile today & how ?
Faizah(my sis), coz we were 'fighting' and tapping each other like playing catching. Hahaha!

7. Name somebody name who start with Z
Zulfiqar

18. Which closefriend of you stay close with you
Alot! But closest are Laila n GuoKai (just next blk)

19. Do you prefer to call or text ?
Both.

20. Do you prefer today or yesterday ?
Yesterday! :D

21. Can you live a day without television & handphone ?
Yeah. I guess.

22. Are you mad about anyting right now ?
No.........

23. Do you ever think that relationship are worth it ?
Sometimes, NO. haha!

24. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital ?
My uncle!

25. Who was your second last and last hug from ?
Aty n my fren.

26. What does your last message in your phone say ?
Dayah2 - k.i'l try to talk to him n explain tpi takot die tknk dgr my explanation.haiz.

27. Define life.
sux

28. Do you hate anybody ?
Yes. but i dun show it.

29. Who was the last person you called ?
raffiq. conference with yat.

30. Who usually send you the most text in a month ?
i dun really care.

2008-12-26T15:07:00.001+08:00

Happy birthdae to my 2nd brother!

he's 23 yrs old now!

awww..

best wishes to him..

tho i used hate him,we alwaes fight n i alwaes hit beat,punch,slap,hit his head on the wall,

throw vases on him n so on,

he stil my brother ryt?

at least,we're ok now.. :)

alhamdulillah..

all the best n get married soon! :D

dats all for now..

2008-12-25T03:38:00.001+08:00

my user profile on my com cant open internet explorer.. -__-
i can onli go in msn..
maaaacam sial..!
so now im using another user profile wich everyone can use la kn..

rite now,my sis n sutri in the room listening to M.J12
haha!sutri takot sak..
yesterdae i listen n she was scared..
she bole2 ask me chnge chnnel since i was hearing on suria channel,
n at last,i forgot abt it n M.J12 has alredy ended..
sutri happy la abe..haha!
so my sis ajk dgr nari..

todae,we ordered PIZZA! :)
my sis went out wif her bf so i ask my mum kalo nk kua since she got lorry todae..
so me,sutri n my mum went wdlands mit cik mimah n others den went airport..
we ate at POPEYE! :)
n ouh!
iqbal(yat) was there!
he msgd me saying he's at popeye after i walk off.. =_=
my sis came wen she heard we're going popeye..
haha!kpo!
after diz n dat,
me,my sis,my mum n sutri go off..
cik mimah n family waited for her mother-in-law's MAID to reach s'pore..
my mum was shocked dat, the lorry is out of minyak!
panic gler babi takot2 pat tgh2 highwae engine mati..
went simei n tampines just to find ESSO..
but i tink the watever ting rosak la coz da isi full but it stil remains at 'E'..
hmmm..

k lah..
i got noting to sae alredy..
im bored you noe..
tkde pape nk uat seh.........
haiyer..
ouh ya! itz been 5years.. :D
feeq,itz alredy a yr for you..
saturdae on ehk?haha!
hopefully..
stay strong dude!
stay strong! :)

dats all..
bye!

2008-12-23T23:20:00.006+08:00

hello! :)
my cuzin sutri is now at my houz..
haha!
she's watching tv with my sis..

hmmm..
tdi,went out to vivo wif my sis,sutri n my mum..
bought chocolates,walk arnd n waited for my dad..
den i went cthal to mit my ex-schmates..
nana,hid,mai,aty n renie..
k i didnt tok much..
coz,i duno wat to tok..hehs..
sorie korg..
we meet again laen hari den aku bukak mulot bbl lebih k..
i onli listen to dem toking..
urmm..i duno y,but,they were toking abt BUTCH,GAYS,VIRGINS?
haha!
mai suare rock sia..haha!
n,n..
the qn & topic korg bbl2 tym nk balek tu,
aku maen2 je tau..
jgn percaye lak..haha!
maybe aku maken kurus psl aku stress?
ramai org ckp aku maken kurus..
tsk! knape la aku tk gemok2 nie...
hope to mit dem again la kn..
oh!let's go CYCLING! :P

went hm n i felt hungry..
urgh!!
but i got noting to eat..
im not eating wat my mum cook..
jelak sia..
i'l go mcd later to buy food maybe?
hahs!
or maybe i'l just cook la..

lazy to chat..
will offline in awhile..
actuali im tired..
but,i dunwan to sleep..
hmmm..
my mum will scold me for sure la kn..
coz i havent been having enuf rest..
tsk!pape la...

takecare!
bye!

2008-12-22T18:33:00.009+08:00

Im upset dat i cant cntinue my studies..
i dun hav money..
not dat my dad wont pay for it..
but wat i choose cost alot!
my dad could afford to pay but,
i dun tink he will.
but i wana study........

im sorie to some ppl for wat i said yesterdae..
maybe itz better for me to do so.
getting awae frm you guys..
itz not dat i hate you all..
i just cant take it animore..
just lyk wat hppn to me n THOSE frens of mine..
we seem ok,having our fun n laughters together.
but end up,they were toking abt me behind my bck wen i did noting wrng,,
n as for you guys,
you took advantage of me for my kindness..
sorie i lose my patience yesterdae..
you guys are just too much..!
well,im not being bad..
but,return wats mine..

dun wory,i heard wat some of you sae..
"asl ngn kitorg dier uat gini abe kwn2 dier yg laen lgi terok dier maseh ok"
k fine..
to be fair,
those other ppl who made my life lyk hell too,
im getting awae frm dem also..
just dat,im waiting for dem to return my money n i wont disturb dem animore. (=

fair enuf?
yeah. even THEY hav treated me lyk STRANGER now.. =)
i onli wan wats mine.. dats all..
after dat, i dun care wat you all wana do..
just stop ur nonsence n dun repeat ur mistakes..
i'l come bck for revenge if you do..
i mean it...
ive had enuf of ur nonsence.
Enuf....
isnt it shameful for guys to behave lyk a BITCH!

takecare uh korg..
Da puas tipu aku?
Da puas saketkn hati aku?
Da puas habeskn duit aku?
Thx for everyting ehk..
Now,return everyting..
EVERYTHING..

i stil dun regret knowing dem all..
I dont..
No one's perfect to be a true fren ryt..
there's no such ting as TRUE/BEST/BESTEST frens though.

well,
hope they ALL read all these..
i SHOULD hav mentioned names shldnt i? Hahs!
Nah,i dun go arnd telling ppl abt others..
though itz the TRUTH..
i dunwan ppl to tink bad abt dem..
so,better not sae who they are la kn..
they noe themself who n wat im toking abt..
thx la ehk..
actuali,itz not fair for the other grp of frens coz the 'firestarter'
to all those stupid fake untrue gossips alredy apologised
n da tkde hal wif me..
ala,but stil,im alredy lyk a stranger per..
Right?? HAHS!

k now im having a bad headache..
i'd better stop here n take a rest..
i'l cntinue later if i wan to....

aniwae,im making a 3daes 2nights chalet in january..
MAYBE! if ive gotten bck my $200..hahs!
wil combine wif ida since her bdae on 4feb n mine on 28jan..
kalo jdi la kn..
ferst nite wif family n 2nd wif frens..
oh!no matreps/minahreps sorie..
coz we'l be inviting our punx n skinz frens..
i tink..duno lah..
c how..
coz my 2nd brother wans to make a chalet also..

37more daes to 18!

2008-12-22T00:54:00.006+08:00

smlm,ader bdk airport kene biken..
hmmm..
i dun reali noe who those bdk airport are..
hope not my frens..
but i noe who biken bdk airport..
urmm..wont sae la kn..

my mum scolded me for not having enuf rest,
not been taking care of myself..
she sae i look pale just now n my eyebags damn rabak..
mane tk,as early as 8am,wen i just went to sleep,ramai msg..
my adek angkat was so swit wen he msg me saying blablablayoudonthavtonoe..
but i didnt reply nicely as i was too tired n kinda irritated ppl kip msging..
den nik msgd me asking if im coming to watch the soccer match.. =_=
he's goin wif the punx..
i ignore his msg n went bck to sleep..
but i receive more msgs! urgh!

so dats the reason y i dun hav any mood to do aniting..
i didnt even tok much..
onli went out to mit my frens for awhile,
den went mp jap..
hmmm..
walked to kfc n met those ppl..
salam,go kedai jap,went bck to dem,salam den balek..
sorie la kn aku sombong..
btol2 tkde mood langsong..

another ting dat im not happy abt is,
i didnt get wat i wanted...
to cntinue my studies.. :(
urgh!
bye!~

ure not my friend!!
you nvr treat me as one even..
so,do watever you want now..
i dun fucking care..
return wats mine,i'l return yours..
i'l stil treat you nice no matter wat..

2008-12-21T01:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm..
thank god,ive settled wif rahim..
i mean,i told him truthfully dat i dun trust him..
n he sae he dun trust me for.. NO REASON.. =_=
ok,maybe bcoz of dat dae i was fucking mad n let out all my fucked up feelings..
n dat,just now,i didnt mit him??hahs!
i reali was damn tired..
actuali, i nvr trusted him frm the start..
hahs!
but,i trust him now..
n i told him who i side..
i got my own reason la kn y i stil help his fren..
itz gd dat he's helping his BRADER tho dat fren of his,
lyk he sae,make use of him..
yeah,frm the start,i am siding him..
i am..
if not,would i hav said,
"dun hav to go on if you dont want,if possible,i dont wan it to go on too.."
"we can settle cara baek.."
i wont sae dat if im not helping or maybe take revenge..
watever it is,i stil treat him nicely,
coz he's a fren..
tho i stil CANT forget everyting dat happen..
i stil treat you all the same n pretend noting hppn ryt?
i dun care if you guys hate me..
i dun care if you guys ignore me..
but dun ever,ever,tok shits abt me..
ure just lucky im not lyk b4..
i had my own reasons y i MUST be patient,
y i MUST not stress myself,
y i MUST not be hot tempered as b4..
if not bcoz of dat reason,
i dun care if i hav to kill you even if its for the smallest mistake you did..
thank god,im alright..
thank god,im doing fine..
hmmm..
hope everyting's done for as soon as possible..
i cant sae everyting here..
coz,itz..hmmm..
not personal but,ntah ehk..
just cant be said now luh..

im going to sleep soon..
im reali2 sleepy..
going dwn to buy panadols ferst..
ive been having headache frm just now..
urgh fuck!
dun tel me i'l fall sick agaiinnnnn...
im feeling so...........moody?
watever it is lah..
i just am not in the mood rght now..
urgh!

im stil waiting for saharil to pay me bck..
he didnt even reply my LONG AGO'S msg wen i asked for my money..
just where is he..tsk!
coz im in need..
wen my frens nid money,
i borrowed dem some..
but wen it comes to paying me bck,
everyone kept quiet..
ahmad owes me money too..
but,looking at his cndition,and dat he dun hav ANY money,
i just kip quiet..
itz him who shld remind himself dat he hav to pay me bck..
yana,sorie to make you wait for me to pay you bck your 30bux..

life sux eyh?
yeah..totally..

2008-12-20T23:46:00.005+08:00

heys~!

yesterdae after blogging,
i shutdwn my com n went out to mit nurul..
waited for farhan at heartlnd..
didnt noe he was wif alep n others..
i was wearing my grndmother's slua sak!
malas nk tuka..haha!
watever..dkt ngn uma per..
skipped wat happened behind heartlnd,
den me n nurul walked to kedai kopi near superbowl..
went park after buying baron..
no,no..i didnt drink..hahas..
den,i waited for almost 1hr(i counted.haha!) for dat prblm to settle..

den me,an,nurul went park n meet alep,faisal n rudy..
the moon was damn nice!!
nurul pon mcm jakon skejap..haha!
den i went home ferst coz i was just so tired..
slept at 5plus n woke up at 10am..

im just so sleepy..
but i dunwan to sleep. hehs!
tdi i went cthal wif my fren n lepak2 for awhile..
i did bump into some of my mates but i didnt tegor..
was just too tired!
went home at 7 i tink..
leviz called as i reached my blk,den nik called..
i cant sleep coz,biler aku nk tdo jek,ader ajer yg kol n msg..
n my irritating sister biseng!

sorie nik aku luper nk msg n tk jdi jmpe kau..
sorie rahim,aku tk jmpe kau..
sorie to those who asked me to lepak..
sorie i didnt come dwn n do wat i tot i could for the plan..
so now,i duno wat happen..
has it been DONE?
or is it stil not settled?
haiyo..
my fault sak..tsk!
hope itz settled la..

now im having a bad cold..
urgh!
damn irritating sia......

tuesdae,my cousins coming over to my place..
horray! i get to eat pizza at last! haha!
but im going out.. :(
im miting my frens.. alar.....

y must both fall on same date?tsk.

but i WILL meet dem nye la..
den i'l rush hm n smal bdae celebration la kn..

looks lyk i hav to tidy up my room as soon as possible..

haha!

ouh ya sutrie!

hav you seen our almari?

i locked mine n my sis locked hers..

dun bother asking me to open it up..

coz i hav aloottt of illegal tings.. :P
haha! :)

2008-12-19T15:23:00.012+08:00

i slept at 8am n woke up at 11am..
urgh!

was awaken by some kecoh2 at home..
was so damn fucking mad sak..!
aku nk maki aje..
haizz..
prblm,prblm..
almost a family prblm..
tsk!

im eyeing for LG KC910 Renoir!!
shld i ask my dad? =P
he'l surely scold me..haha!
alar..i wan it..
but surely he wont coz i kip on chnging hp..
haiya..
guess i hav to roll on the floor crying to make him agree on buying me dat!
haha!
nah,just kidding..
i wont work even!
coz he owaes buy me a new hp n i'l ask for a new one in just a few mnths. hehs!
but i wan it..
i wan it! i wan it! i wan it!
tsk!

hmmm..
i got sth to sae but,
maybe i'l just kip the cmmnts to myself..
dat person i wan to tok abt wont accpt wat i sae for sure..
so,nvm..
let me just sae, "you sux!!fucker!"
yeah..
dats for dat person i wana tok abt la..
better not mention name je la..hahs!

sleepy sak..
but,i cant sleep..
urgh!!
been listening to oxymoron songs frm just now..
haha! i like to listen to their songs.. :)

aniwae,
(19dec)

happy 17th bdae to maisarah!!!!!!
(aku turning 18! =P)

(20dec)

Happy 17th bdae Chan Guo Kai!! =D
(i turning 18! =P)

wish both these TALL ppl all the best in life.. :)

2008-12-18T18:23:00.014+08:00

you wan to tink i hav a prblm
well tink again it lies within you
you act so rude and immature
well, i'll act the same i wont acknowledge you
but yet you still wanna run ur mouth
why even waste the time.
i despise ur whole existence
and dat's the bottom line
-
you sae hello to my face
ingrates and sellouts to our backs
itz no miscommunication
guts is sth dat you lack
ure a bitter jealous waste of life
there's no need to pretend
I dont owe you ting
YOU'RE NOT MY FRIEND!
-
you wonder why i feel lyk diz
come on open up ur eyes
ur own cries are pathetic
dat is why i sae
ure a waste of time.
dont waste my time.
-
i cud care less wat you do
ure juz a waste of tym!

Hmmm..
wats happening now?

i dun c any prblms solved..

giv me some encouragement,

so dat i'l remain strong..

haish..

2008-12-18T00:56:00.000+08:00

eys!
tdi after blogging,
cpt2 siap2 kua g harbourfrnt wif my mum..
mit my dad at MASJID..
luckily there's sth i could cover my head wif..

den,we went chua chu kang..
went to my mak ngah n pak ngah house at jln teck whye..
which is also farna's aunt n uncle..
haha!

otw,i almost cried after sth happen..
haizz..
nvm..hal keluarge..

reach pak ngah house n he was watching tv..
abg jamal came hm wif his son n daughter,firdaus n dewi..
den atiqah n kak lin came hm..
hw fun to see their family altogether..haizz..
mak ngah tok to me but i dun tok much..
coz,da lamer tk jmpe sdare sbela bpk..
kalo dulu bole la nk mak ngah saner mak ngah sini,pekik2,manje2..
abe dgn atiqah lak asyik bbl2 ketawe2 bbl psl sdare kiter yg SATU..
hahaha!
tpi skrg da laen oi..
den,we all watch soccer!
singapore vs vietnam..
hahaha!
kecoh giler!
naseb tu bkn rumah aku..
kalo tk aku pon da join dorg sumer pekik2 tgk bola..
cncentrate abes sak sumer..
xcpt my mum ngn mak ngah n my two anak sdare la..
bola da abes jek,we went hm..
abg jamal n dewi went hm but firdaus stayover at mak ngah houz..
kak ina wasnt there..tsk!
nvm..
mak ngah gave me money! =)
haha!

i miss the times im close with my cuzins frm my dad's side..
me,my sis,atiqah n saleha..
tsk!
coz atiqah n my sis same age n me n saleha same age..
n kiter slalu samer2 biler jmpe..
hw fun..
haiyer..
everyting's different now..
thx to my fucking dad eyh.. =)

2008-12-17T18:07:00.000+08:00

heys~!

mcm biase,IM BORED!
haha!
tdi,i switch off my com at 4sth coz my mum nag at me for using com for more den 5hrs..
tsk! sebok sak..
i listen to my ipod till 6am n i stil cnnt slip..
but i fell aslip at abt 8 while watching tv n woke up at 1pm.. :P
tpi kn..abt 8plus i tink,
i was awoken by my irritating cat who's making noise outside my room coz she's hungry..
im so fcking lazy to giv her food but she wont stop making noise til i open the door..
haiyer..
wats irritating is dat,
if the house is very quiet,
n wen i giv her food,I HAV TO BE NEXT TO HER!
or she wont eat.. =________=
irritating kn.....
den wen i quietly try to run awae,
she'l follow me n make sure im wif her..
den she'l go in my room n sleep next to me..
irritating.......
den while im sleeping,
she'l make noise just to get out of the room
n make noise again to get in my room..
damn irritating!!
but wen i go out,
she'l be outside the house waiting for me n go in the house wif me..
cute kn..
but overall,she's irritating..haha!

ouh ya..
yesterdae i was chtting wif my fren abt someone..
hahaha!
i just find dat 'someone' STUUPID uh..
duno hw to tink b4 doin aniting..
haiyo..
hope he's not working diz saturdae nite..
i mean,his real job.
not the temp uninvited job.. haha!
hearing abt the ferst five 'R',
i wanted to tel the rest abt dat JOKE..
hahs! but,maybe i shld kip quiet ferst la..
why not wait til he goes in CAMP den i tel the rest
so wen he BOOK OUT,
we can giv him a SURPRISE gathering for him!
Weee~! Kn gerek...

Aniwae,abt my previous post abt guys wif long2 fringe tu,
i was just saying my point of view je k..
tkmo nk mengamok smpi maki memaki pulak!
haha!
itz not lyk im referring to anione..
actuali,itz nice if the hairstyle suits the person la..
if not,i just find it ugly n emo-ish..
Again,JUZ A CMMNT N NOT REFERRING TO ANIONE. k..
But so far,i dun find any yg tk kene ngn tu hairstyle..
there are la,but,tkle nk ckp pape kn..
rambot dorg. bkn rambot aku.
cumer rimas jgk la tgk saner sini laki fringe pnjng2..
but for raemy hougang,
he looks funy wen he cut his long fringe.
mcm klaka kn nurul? haha!
hmm..yah.
dats all i guess..
im not critisizing or wat k..
just a cmmnt..

ape lgi ehk nk ckp?
hmmm..im in a gd mood la..
but i got noting to do seh..
boring tau..
i bet you,i'l be in a bad bad mood later..
coz im ok bt im bored n got noting to do.
den rase rimas.
den i'l feel fucked up.
haiyer..
aku kalo da boring den tkde mood,
habes laa brg2 pat uma aku nk jahanamkn aje..
if onli tmr's saturdae,kn best..
i miting seseorg! =D
den mit zakiah skali =)
den go see my frne perform wif his shit band.haha!
(i owaes sae dat.not dat the band reali sux)
den mlm g jmpe abg PENIPU HARAM SIAL JAHANAM..
HAHAHA!
den kalo tk ton saner,ton uma seseorg. =D
Ah yelah..
jgn last minute sumer plan cncel suda..
cnferm satu2 aku maki sak..

ok,now wat?
hmmm..
dats all la nmpknye..
tsk! mendak.....

oh wait!
let me tok abt my used to be close cuzin..
eversince she got a bf,she ignores me.
Baek kn?
not cuzins here la coz dorg da tkde mataer..
sbb laki kn mcm sial suke maen2kn perasaan pmpn..
hmmm..tk phm sia..
biler aku ader mataer pon aku tkde lupekn dier..
rabak pe..
haish,tkpe la..
lgipon,mcm BIASE,biler mataer dier uat hal baru dier nk msg/kol nk rindu merindu aku..
pape la..
asl dier bahagie n tkde masalah lgi suda..

n,n..
tmr is the release of n-level result!
hahaha!
GOOD LUCK TO THOSE GETTING THEIR RESULTS! :D
ya la..
cnferm those getting result takot giler babs..
mcm tym aku amek o-lvl result..
muke step calm jek..
muke relek abes..
dtg mcm tkde pape special lak..
padahal dlm hati takot sia..
abe biler nk balek baru nk nanges..
tpi bknnye aku balek..
pegi lepak pat kallang..hahaha!
bole ketawe2 lgi..
haha!
nvm..
my olevel daes da lamerr over pon..
tpi piker2 balek,klaka jgk la..
haha!

k,k..
now den im done.
Bye! Takecare! =D

2008-12-17T00:41:00.009+08:00

tings are getting better.. i hope.
but,i duno if i can trust dat one guy..
not dat i cant trust him..
just dat,he hav been chnging his mind on afew tings..
making tings look much more cmplicated..
example,he'l cnfidently sae yes but den wen im not around he saes no..
wtf kn?
wen actuali i myself dunwan aniting to hppn at ferst..
hmmm..
n frm the start,
im siding dat fren of his tho im angry of wat hppn previously..
coz he saes he'l chnge n y not,giv him some tym..
n wen ive alrdy tink negative of the other party,
wat else?i'l stil 'BUSTARD' you guys?
truthfuly,
i dun mind if you dun trust me dat im siding you guys tho im damn fucking mad abt everyting..
maybe i'l help dis last tym..
after everyting's done..
i hope i wont c all of your faces coz,
i dun believe you guys WILL be NICE to me..
tel me,will you??maybe eh?
i dunwan animore shits,nonsence,bckstabbing n watever others..
yes i cant forget abt all those tings..
if im taking my revenge or PAITAO you guys,
dun ever tink i'l even tok to any of you ryt?
just tink..
between me n you guys,
who hav done the most wrongs/mistakes/lies n others?
even last tym,wen you guys fooled me,bustard me many time,repeatedly,
do i stil forgiv you all?
there's more ive heard but i didnt sae out..
coz itz over..so,wat for?
just tink..carefully..
ive given alot of chnces..isnt dat enuf?
wat else do you guys want frm me?

well,i hope they'l chnge..
dun tink ive alredy forgiven any of dem for that last mistake they've done..
i didnt even sae dat ive forgiven dem..
but hopefully i wil..
ya,hopefully..
onli IF they show n prove to me dat they've chnged..
hard eh?
better den me taking revenge..
tho actuali we're alredy OK wif each other..
im saying all these just to let dem noe..
if i can stil be nice to dem,
y cant they?

haizz..
why la kn my life turn out diz bad?
ape la nk jdi ngn org2 sekeliling aku ehk..
maaaaacam sial..!
haish..
hope im ok..
im stil strong?
i tink so..
i did sae im giving up but til now im stil helping others n trying to solve all these shits..
fuck all the bustards!
(i didnt mention name nor im referring to anione..just any BUSTARDS out there..)

fuck..!
there goes my mood..
i'l go out je la..haish..
tc ppl.. bye!

lastly,
i duno y,
but i totally hate guys wif long2 fringe yg emo2 nye type..
mcm irritating ah..
tk rimas ke dorg?hmmm..
nie teros terang pe..
bknnye aku ader kutok mengutok pa..

n,n..
im nvr ever gona work at hospitals..
sisters mcm sialan..
n tkde pape nk uat..
tpi nk carik keje lak palng bnyk kosong hospitals..
cheebai..!
haiz..

fizah_

2008-12-15T17:13:00.002+08:00

hello~!
ive been using the com for 3hrs..
n im fucking bored!
im so lazyy lah..tsk!
been listening to songs je frm just now..
lazy to chat..haha!
coz im just fucking lazy to do aniting..
hmmm..
keep singing a song wich i found frm a video i took last 4yrs' gig..
haha!i duno the song title n i forgot by who..
cant see n hear clearly.. :( i onli noe afew lines..
the song damn nice!!!!!
but i dun hav the song.. :(
urrrghhh!!!!!!!

haiyer..
nvm..
i'l go eat,watch tv, den go out n COLLECT my cigs..
haha..

aniwae,i found out another TRUTH n LIE..
ish,ish,ish..
ape nk jdi..?
habes la..gado besar la nnt.. :)

2008-12-15T00:37:00.004+08:00

halo~!

im so fucking tired..
but sadly,i cant sleep..
coz,my aunt frm msia came n she use my tilam n i got nowhere to slip..
she came yesterdae..
so i tot,i'l sleep once she wake up..
didnt noe she took my tilam again todae n again i hav to wait til 7am den i could sleep..
sad kn?tsk!

aniwae,yesterdae after 3am,
i was otf..
oouh gerek..
nvm2..i wont sae it here..
haha!

i went out to heartland mall wif my sis todae n we were laughing all the wae..
seriously,i also duno y..
but,watever we sae,we'l just laugh..
n den,we saw,MR ERIC WEE..
hahaha!
we laugh just as we walked pass him..
coz he was wearing slua pendek gler babi n those sleeveless bju yg utk gi jogging..
itz funny for us la coz itz lyk sddnly we saw him rite infrnt of us..
blablabla,laugh..
n we spend a total of $60 or more just for chocolates..!
christmas eh..?hahaha!

n ouh!
hw lucky..
i got a new pair of shoe,
two bags..
wah,wah,wah..

oh well,
i'l end the post here..
listen song til im bored den i'l watch tv,
den i hope my aunt wake up n i get to sleep.. :)
but she's going bck msia tmr.. :(
hmmm..nvm..
bubbye! tc!

2008-12-13T18:43:00.002+08:00

wen i was lyk crazy finding money for sth emergency,
at last,i dun need it.. =_=
luckily i havent borrow anione their money..
kalo tk,bertambah laa hutang aku..

aniwae,wanted to go msia todae..
but, I LOST MY PASSPORT!!
damn fucking bustard kanina cheebai sial!
n my mum ask me to go cik mimah house n she'l pick me up at nite..
sial ah..
mendak sial..
da la aku tkde ezlink..
tkde duit..
buto larh....
bosan tau tk!
bosan!!!!!!!!!!!!!
da tk tau sak ape nk ckp..
binget sia..

fuckk..!

2008-12-12T16:54:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl..~

Im just feeling so dwn right now..
Ok,wat hppn was,
yest i did some projct.
after chtting wif raffiq,
i was browsing thru my 'SCHOOL' folders.
which some WAS my sch stuffs.
then,i came across a folder wich contains alot of microsoft words's document.
Well,itz just a few saved msn cnversations.
i read ALL!
there's 3 of it frm the same person,
wich i read bck,n made me cry.
WTF! i cried!
I was just reading a few lines wen tears came out b4 i even realise.
You'l cry too if you were in my position.
I wish i could share it with you all.
but,i cant. Not here.
I need someone whom i can share with.
i duno y..
i shld be strng.. facing all these....
all these shits?!
But im not!
Im not longer strong.
wen i keep tinking im ok,sddnly,im not..
Why,why,why?!
why must these happen to me?! why me?!
ive suffered alot..
I give up.. I reali am..

Sorry ppl..
ive been giving advise to some ppl,help, n others.
im sorie i cant animore.
wen i kip telling you not to giv up,
im giving up.
im so useless! fuck!
Everyting's over for me.
i giv up..
im giving up...
I alwaes smile n laugh, help others cheer up wen theyre dwn,
just to show dat if i could,they could too..
but itz just a lie!
i cant take it animore..
i just cant..
i reali am giving up..

i dun understnd.
just why? WHY?!
why must all these hppn to me!
im not emo you fucking bustards!
itz not even emo-ing!

Haiz..
wats life? wats life?wats life?
haiz..
shld i end it alredy?
coz it seem to hav gone too long alredy.. too long!
It wont end if i still go on..
To cut it short,
itz better to end it..
Oh! i men, the post.
sorie.

I hope! i hope!
i hope! all these would end.
n all my plans, i duno if i could stil do it..
but where's my semangat? GONE!
i shldnt blame anione.
i shldnt. i shldnt..!
But, FUCK ALL THOSE WHO START IT ALL,
MAKING MY LIFE, LIKE THIS!!
Fuck!fuck!fuck!you!
haizz..

im stil not done..
but,nvm..
Do pray for me,
dat i'l be fine, i'l be alrght.
And stil stay strong.
n i hope you all are fine too.
haiz..
Gdbye, tc...

2008-12-12T01:05:00.003+08:00

ive just completed typing out a whole lot of papers..
but,itz good dat i complete all so fast..
woah..im good! :)

hmmm..
currently chatting wif raffiq..
he's having problm again..
i helped as far as i could..
giving advice but i cant advise myself..
haish..
we can nvr escape frm prblms in life..
we just hav to be patient..

jsyk,i did chnge n be a better person..
i alredy did..
actuali,since last tym..
but ive chnge to be a much better person..
ppl just dun c dat..
coz theyre blind..
n dat,THEY ARE THE ONE WHO DOESNT CHNGE TO A BETTER PERSON!

haish..
im bored..
totally..
im saving money..
not much..coz i can ask frm my dad too.. :)
coz..i want to continue my studies..
i wan to study overseas.. :(
means,i can stay with a fren there.. :)
hopefully i could..
insyaallah..

n im sure someone's gona be proud of me wen he sees me diz saturdae *HOPEFULLY ): *
coz ive cute my nails!hahas!
i keep getting scolded just bcoz my nails are long.. =_=
katenyer,DOSA......hahaha!
but stil,maseh kene mara.. sebab....
ive not dyed my hair black..!!
hehs.. =P

k dats all..
bubbye!
tc2!

2008-12-11T19:07:00.004+08:00

heys~!

my posts frm 1st december 08 onwards,
i'l be keeping n delete the rest before dat..
n i'l put bck my archieves..
n starting january 2009,
i'l delete my december posts..
so dat i wont read bck wat hav happen in 2008..
all those hurtful tings dat happen..
i just wana delete all those n pretend everyting's fine..
but no! i shld tink everyting's fine..

well,
i slept at 6am todae..
n woke up at 2pm..
ive had plans for myself..
but for dat,i need money..
hmmm..
see how la ehk..
let me tell you sth..
im fucking jealous wen i read ppl's blog n saying abt sch reopen,blablabla..
coz im freaking bored!!
i wana study!
especially math! grr~!
oh well,
if i stil couldnt find a job soon,
i'l get bck to giving tution! :)
itz fun..
but,not wen i teach nazrul..
haha..coz,i onli taught him once..
arrrrhh..!
im onli interested in math..
but no one rajin blaja math.. =_=

k la..
i got noting to sae..
i wan off com..
let it rest for awhile before my sis use it later to do her project..
tc people!

2008-12-10T21:36:00.003+08:00

hello~!

todae kan,
i had a weird dream..
but,nvm..i dun wana tok abt it..

i got awaken by a msg by someone..

eeerrgh!!!

im cntrolling my temper..
im very angry but i dun wana lose my temper on dat person..
hmmm..

i feel lyk going out..
but,i dun hav money..
wanted to kol my drinking partner,
but,i dun tink they could make it on weekdaes..
haizz..
bosan tau tk..tsk!
tpi kalo jmpe dorg pon bknnye ader duit nk GO..
ala..boring siak..
abe ader org mau lepak,
last2 tk jdi...
aaarrrgghh!bosannn!!!!!!!!
ive been eating n eating just bcoz i got nothing to do..
=______________=
maaaacam sial!

2008-12-10T00:19:00.004+08:00

im freaking bored!
gona blog for awhile,
off com,wash the dishes if there's any,
disturb my cat sleeping,watch tv den listen to music til i fall aslip.. :)

ive updated my APPOINTMENT book..!
hahaha!
stil,im bored coz ppl kip chnging n cancelling the date to mit..
n i stil havent set the date to meet sharon to tok abt our project..
gahs~!

Aniwae,
itz so lucky coz i found a cousin, an old childhood fren n another cousin..
hahas!
i mean,ive been bloghopping..
ferstly,i found out dat liyana's clazmte,FARNA,was my cuzin frm my DAD's sde..
coz i was looking at her hari raya pics n my mum saw n sae,
"eh!tu mak ngah kau nye adek ipar..(referring to her mother)"
den,dats hw i noe,she's my sdare jauh..
Bloghopped n saw diz girl named SYAZA..
looked closely n i realise she was my madrasah clazmate years ago..! :D
oh my!how great!
dat makes me reminded of my past tym going to religious claz,
wear tudung,almost feel aslip during my (i forgot wat) exam, n others..
so,i sent her a frenster msg..
sadly,she didnt recognise me..
but she remembers the rest of our madrasah clasmate.. :)
Lastly,looked at aisyah's blog..
den i look at diz girl named FAIZURA..
at ferst,i just read her blog for fun..
den,i saw a pic of her grndmother!
wich is my dad's aunt..
n a pic of her cousin/my cousin..
den i was lyk,"eh mak!nie kn anak cik jah/cik latip? "
she sae,"aah..tu nenek dier tu..bpk kau nye mak sdare!"
n all these while the girl named faizura was my cousin..

but i didnt tok to her or tel her dat she's my cousin..
haha!

ive not met dem all..
onli meet farna once with liyana..
hope to meet syaza soon..
kinda miss the past..
n i miss my childhood frens..... :(

k dats all..
i'l go play game for awhile n do wat ive said up there..
take care ppl..
sorie ive not been online these few daes..
noting to chat abt..n lazy uh..
tata~!

2008-12-09T15:31:00.008+08:00

k wtf!
i didnt do wat i planned to do..
i answered 4 calls todae,
replied 1 msg.. =_=
ferst,naz bp called toking nonsence as usual,
nxt,my cuzin ida called just for fun since we havent contact for weeks alrdy,
den,syafiq called toking abt sth i cnnt sae here,
lastly,khai called asking if i wan to play soccer todae =_=
n i replied my adek angkat who ask if todae nk kua..
sial arh.......org nga tdo,satu2 kol..
ppd da low!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sumore smlm bbl ngn din..
den i put dwn coz nk save ppd..
arrrhhh....!

ppl,plz dun call slalu..
msg jer la..
i dunhav free incoming oiii.......
kol wen ader bende impt je..
k....
haiyz..

IDA DA BUANG TATTOO.. =) =D =P

2008-12-09T01:16:00.003+08:00

Again,
im pissed,angry,mad,frustrated!
my ppd's low AGAIN btw..
I'm lazy to meet ppl alredy..
coz sum ppl just sux alot..
two faced bustards!
yeah..
n i mean it..
dont find me..
im not gona reply anymore msgs n calls..
*HOPEFULLY..*
ouh ya!
i'l chnge my no. soon!
i'l giv to just few ppl..
very few..
ppl are just making my life difficult..
n im not going to stay here for some tym..
im not strong animore..
i cant take this animore..!

aniwae,
nxt saturdae,
im miting my old fren, zakiah! =)
after sooooo long..

well,dats all for now..
so long n gdbye!

2008-12-07T15:55:00.005+08:00

heys~!
hmmm..
woke up late n didnt mit my fren n his uncle todae..
went bck to sleep n woke up an hr later..
actuali at 3am suppose to mit two kaki minom frens of mine.. :P
i was damn tired but wanted to mit dem..
but they ask me go sengkang =_=
at last we didnt meet n i went to sleep teros..
got awaken by a sudden msg wich is suppose to be a shocking one sumhow but as i was just too sleepy, i replied lazily n went bck to sleep..

here's the videos taken yesterdae at changi..
i'l put all pics n videos in another post once i get other pics frm jordan..

well,i hope everyting's fine now..
i dunwan animore of these shits to happen again..
no more..
i duno y im stil keeping quiet..
ppl are just taking advantage of me..
haizz..
everyting's fine....i hope.....

well dude,
yeah true dat its just between me n u..
but you shld hav remind dat to urself frm the start..
haish...
wat more can i sae?....

2008-12-06T13:50:00.007+08:00

heys~!
i just came hm..haha!
went to dice's pit yesterdae..
wanted to come alone at ferst but den i called amad n he sae he's going wif me..
so,met him at pasir ris mac at 8.30pm..
i was abit lyk gangster jln carik psl gitu..
i also duno y..hahaha!
reach there at 9sth i tink..
there's onli D.Ts there..

hmmm..
so hw was the pit?
it was so.........CHAOTIC la sia!!
rahim robbed both CHEERS n 711..
damn funny..
n ouh!
didnt i sae i dun wan to drink animore?
hahaha!
i drank afew cups of liquor there..
bcoz?i was damn pissed!
aderla hal2 nyer..
b4 i come,ive alarmed my fone at 10.30pm to go hm..
but i ton instead.. =_=
seriously,i wanted to cry..
i reali cnnt take it hearing all dat..
haizz..
me n leviz lak kip going to the toilet..

i saw kamil!haha!
he was wif his frens..
some i noe luh...
i just chitchat awhile jer coz nga mendak..

saw haikel,marxie,ellyevans,najib n others..
den they sat wif us..
nik n nas(?) came..
den we played truth or dare which was so damn funy..
but good dat dice was aslip n didnt join to giv ideas to do their DARE..haha!
kecoh giler..
den as tym past by,more left..
so,there's onli me,amad,apai,rahim,nik n nas..
we story telling,chitchat,laugh2 til the 'devil' wake up..
hahaha!dice luh..
he was smiling n laughing wen he came out of the tent..

den leviz woke up,aepool woke up..
drank the last bottle of liquor..
n den!
kanina cheebai!
dice bustard!!!!!!!!hahaha!
coz he planned n he pulled me,they 'BURGER' me RABAK2!!!
im lyk so fucking small n weak,
n NINE guys on top of me!wtf!
i cnnt breathe AT ALL sia!seriously..
sumore just look at dice's body!
besar nk mampos..
n he was right on top of me..den the rest JUMP on him..!!!!
sial ah..rabak per..haha!
pics not wif me uh..
most at jordan's camera..
n some at rahim's fone..
haha!
den one by one the rest pon kene..
n den,since aepool tk kene 'burger',
they throw him in the sea..haha!
but,tings in the pocket satu org kuakn uh..
n den apai kene,salihin kene..
den,aku pon kene.. =_=
haiyo..
but all our brg2 sumer da kene kuakn uh..
onli haikel was unlucky coz his mp3 tk kuakn den rosak..

wash up,
went hm at 11am plus..
im the onli one who took 89 wich is not at the same bustop as the rest..
tgu peh lamer....... =_=
wen i getting up the bus,
dice came out of nowhere wif leviz n aepool..
he pulled my arm.. =_=
terkejottt aku.....
so,dats all..
i was shivering all the wae in the bus..
sejok giler sak..

so,i blog jap..
after dat go mandi den going out again..
my back is in fucking pain psl kene 'burger' la kn..
my fingers bengkak..tsk!
adoii..haiya....

so, here's the pics at my fone..
im lazy to upload the video frm my fone wen they throw aepool in the sea..
hahas!nxt tym uh..

rabak kn?hahahahaha!
itz just for fun..
no hard feelings..
suke2 je pe..mau hav fun..
kate punk!haha!

oh well............haizz...
i duno wat to sae abt wats happening now..
aku da tk tau ape nk ckp,ape nk uat..
im stil a fucking virgin so dun tok shit la sial!!!!!!!!!!!!
pukimak la!kalo psl maruah,
AKU TK BOLE TERIME!!!!!!!!!!
n hey!
tkde kwn,tkkn mati la sia!
aku pon mmg plan da malas nk campor org!
tpi kalo org kol,aku lyn mcm biase walopon sebenci mane aku pat org tu..
diz im referring to ANIONE..
seriously ah..
kalo dulu,tym skola,
aku pat skola kdg2 sorg,
tk campor org,kene kutok kene maki kene ape pon,
aku tk psl la sia!
aku maseh lyn sumer mcm biase..
tk suke aku,aku tk kacau kau,aku sorg,
mulot tkmo mcm musibat!!
kalo dulu pat lua,
org bckstab aku,
aku tk payah nk jmpe bbl..
aku bckstab balek pat tu org!
tpi tu tym skola ah..
most kwn2 lua uh..tk sumer kwn skola la yg aku bckstab BALEK..psl tk bnyk gado..
tpi skrg,
aku da sabar,da diam,
kasi muke,kasi chnce,
tpi maseh nk mcm sial ngn aku!
piker aku maseh bole diam?
sial ah.......
org saner sini dgr,mengutok la sial bende merepek yg TK BETOL psl aku..
haizzz..
seriously..aku btol2 bingung..
im in the middle..
n i duno where to go,who to listen to..
sumpah ah.....
aku da tk tau ape nk uat ah....
kalo nk aku jdi mcm dulu,nk tgk aku nye sial,
aku bole....tpi aku tknk..
aku tk sampai hati..
tknk hal ngn sape2..ngn dorg sumer..
lets all gather n hear frm both side la sia..
n i duno if wat im doing is right..
im stuck in the middle n reali got nowhere to go..
haizzz...
sampai hati dorg2,korg2 sumer uat gini pat aku..
thx alot ah..
aku tk perna mintak pape..
tk perna susahkn korg..
tk perna buat ape yg korg dgr n ckp..
tpi korg mcm gini pat aku..
aku tk tau knape aku maseh diam.....
i reali duno wat to do....... :(

2008-12-05T02:20:00.001+08:00

eyloo~!
tdi,bbl otf ngn sabbie! :)
bbl panjang lebar..
so,diz saturdae kiter nk kua samer2..
hahahaha!

moment of truth wif a fren of mine,done alredy..
now im pissed!!!!!
weeeeeeee~!
aku 'seronok' sungguh!
k,k..
tknk luahkn rase geram pat sini la kn..
buang mase..
kiter tgk je ape akan jdi nnt..
eeerrrrrgghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh yes2..
just now i told raffiq sth..
tsk2!
i'l kill myself if 'THAT' reali happens sak!
haiyo...
hmmm...
den,nk hilangkn rase geram n boring,
tok nonsence,so-called kacau2 raffiq..haha!
den i gav raffiq diz GOOD website..
siak ah..
scary but funny!
serious2! im not lying!
wana noe wat website?
ask me at msn.. :)
i duno if itz legal or illegal to tell ppl the website..
hmmmm..

gahaha!
im fucking mad rite now!
but do i sound lyk i am?
hahaha!!!!!!!
watever,watever..!
i'l go cntinue chatting with raffiq n faiz after raffiq finish cooking egg! =_=
hahaha!
syafiq lak BUSY chat ngn pmpn.. ehem2!
lol lol lol lol lol!! (i onli use n do dat to him coz it sounds irritating! :D i tink?)
hahas!

tata~!
up yourss......!

2008-12-04T21:29:00.009+08:00

eyy!
i miss my frens at sgh.. :(
i miss lia,fiza,nora,nana,aida n others..
hmmm..
fiza n nora are married btw..
i miss the times we sit behind the counter n chit chat,laugh
n den panicked coz we havent do work..hahaha!
not forgetting ABG2 cisco coming to giv money.. :P
haiya..
now i noe y fiza sae she likes cleaning the toilet..
coz I cleaned the toilet last two daes..
den,dat nite,i went out to buy tings for my toilet n owaes clean it..
my mum is the one who usually clean the toilet kn..
hahaha!

kn,kn..ive been doing alot of weird2 tings tau!
rajin sgt la pulak..
everytime i start doing some cleaning,i wont stop!
hahaha!i duno y....

just now i went out..
sheesh..finding dat (u dun hav to noe wat)building is damn hard..
a dog running nxt to me..
but!i didnt run!wah.....
i wasnt even scared!hahaha!
bangge ah abe.. :D
i reali duno y..
doing weird tings..
out of a sudden,i was tinking of eating FRUITS? =_=
my temper hav been bck as b4..
cpt marah.. urgh!
n i'l get headache everytym im stress,angry..
ah!fuck!

k,k..
after going to dat building,went bedok interchnge to mit sharon..
bumped into kak jun..
iqa paitao!babi!
so we moved on toking abt another project,
blablabla,ahmad came,n i almost fell aslip..hahaha!
coz ive yet started aniting on dat business tingy,
so im not getting any money la kn..
randy was the one who introduce me to diz ting last tym..
blablabla..
i duno hw to explain it here..
hmmmm..

met din after dat..
walk around..
mit fir n faiz,den i went hm..
coz i was damn tired..
stopped at blk 238,
bought sth wich I DUN REALI NEED =_=
reach hm,den my sis reach hm after me..
laugh2,eat,n now,blogging..
dats all!

ouh ya!
i duno whether the pit is on fridae or saturdae..
urgh!
im damn pissed!
sial argh!!!!!!!
tk ke sial biler dgr mcm2 cite dari mcm2 org at one time?
satu ckp laen,lgi satu ckp laen?
wtf! wtf! wtf la kn!
did you hear the song for my blog?!
do you understnd wat it means?!
urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
enuf la sia!
n dat guy can stop lying to me tk?!
kate da ok padahal maseh ader motive laen!
sial ah!
yg sudah tu sudah la sia!
nk ckp malu,,
AKU LGI MALU LA SIA KORG SUMER UAT MULOT PSL AKU!!
buto!sot sial!!
aku cumer mintak korg DIAM,n lupekn hal2 pukimak nie!
susah sgt per!!
biler online nk chat,dekni tk online!
abe sejak aku dpt tau psl sth,dektu da tk online!
binget sial!!!
kpale saket tau tk!!
kalo aku bole diam psl ape korg da uat pat aku,
knape c dektu tkle diam psl dekni peh prangai!
step aku tk binget ngn dier jgk per sia!
aku lgi binget psl dier yg start ckp psl aku!!
dier yg uat malu aku!!
tpi aku maseh tlg dier,maseh diamkn diri!!!!
nk ckp ape lgi?!?!?
nk sebat bantai dier abes2 le uat aku hilang malu aku pe!!
jgn jdi bodo la sia!!!!!!!!!!!
aku yg lgi binget!!!!!!!!!!
salah dier pat aku lgi BESAR dari salah dier pat kau!!!
yg malu,AKU!! bkn DIER atau KAU!!!!!!!
there's sth i wana ask one of dem..
URGENTLY!!!!!!!!!!!
wont sae out name la kn..
im damn pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arrrgghhhh!!!!!!!
sial ah......!
knape aku le knl org2 mcm gini sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-03T21:36:00.002+08:00

ok gd! ive bought my cats' food!
haha!

hmmm..
i wana tok abt guys todae..lol!
k,k..
guys ehk...CANNOT BE TRUSTED!!
serious2!haha!
mother fucking swit talker,
damn shameless bustards!
suke uat pakai pmpn jek..
biler da bosan,dier buang....tsk2!
k da!dats all.. haha!

so......
just now i went out to heartland aje..
saw my aunt n my kakak sdare..
chit chat awhile.. :)
den walk arnd heartland n i kip saying i wan diz n dat but i didnt buy luh..
mane ader duit..
den sddnly i wanted to eat toblerone(?) so i bought one..hahs!
you c..i kip saying i wan diz n dat..
but wen i buy,i didnt eat! =_=
ntah la da knape ngn aku..

just now,
my old old werkmate frm APPCO called!
wah..lyk sddnly my fone rang i saw his name!
lol! i miss randy!
biler mau pegi pub ngn dorg2 sumer..haiz..
c..everyone hav been leaving appco..
haiya..thk god randy hav my no.
so..nxt yr can celebrate bdae 2gether! :D
miss those tyms at work..
n,n..at pub after work on saturdaes!
funny sia..
k,k..itz all in the past..

tmr im going bedok! haha!
i got interview la deng!
actuali at eunos..but near bedok..
hmmm..watever..
after dat,im miting iqa(at last)!
miting her at bedok int.
i ask her to mit me coz im miting randy's fren..
well,i had a discussion on a business project wif randy's fren..
NO IM NOT LYING..
dats y i asked iqa to mit me..
who noes she's interested,she can join rite?
since she's looking for work too..
actuali it shld be on fridae..
but fridae i had to go to dice's pit so i chnge to thurs since my interview is near bedok..
but if randy's fren couldnt make it tmr,
i hav to go on fridae luh..
means i can onli go pit for awhile.....
hmmmm..

ouh ya!
i dwnloaded videos frm youtube n put it in my hp.. :)
n my sis got irritated coz i was laughing in the dark yesterdae watching the videos..
hahahaha!!
bored sia at nite noting to do...

now,my body's aching..
im sleeping early todae! :D
hopefully uh i get to sleep early..
ooouuuhh!mendak sia!!!!!!
hmmmm..
k lah!
bubbye!

2008-12-02T22:34:00.001+08:00

2nd post for todae..
hmmm..
so i didnt go kenduri arwah coz my mum fell aslip after solat.. =_=

im having a fucking headache frm just now..
haizz..saket sia..
aniwae,i was craving for pizza few daes bck..
my mum told me to buy if i wan..
but den she sae no nid.. :(
marah ah abe...
so i went out n buy icecream instead..
n yesterdae,
i sae i wan to eat PULUT..
she sae leceh.. :(
there i go moody again..
but!oh yeah!she made pulut todae! :)
nice....!ate alot!
im getting fatter sak..haish..
n now,i wan icecream! urgh..!!
ive been wanting to eat expensive foods sia these daes..
but im lazy to go aniwhere..
sheesh!

im bored!
i wan watch movies!
i wan play pool!
argh!dun blame me if i go moody just coz i dun get to do all these..
hahas!

now sddnly,
i duno if im going pit diz fridae...... =_=
i dun hav the mood seh..
n!i dun feel good!
dun ask!dun ask!dun ask!dont!
haish......
i HAV TO go seh..
but..alar......tk tau lah..

i hope i dun forget to buy my cat's food tmr..
or she'l bite my hands.. =_=
okok..now wat to do ehk?
hmmmmm..
my back is in pain now..haiyer....
irritating sia..

k la..bye!
aku nk g beli icecream..
den nk tgk tv..
den...alar..
sape2 kol aku lar..hahas..
k bye!

57 more daes to my 18th bdae! :P

2008-12-02T17:15:00.005+08:00

did you read the berita harian yesterdae?
did you read about the 16yr old boy who was found dead at east coast park?

i was damn shocked sia wen i read about it..!
tell you wat..
he stays MARINE PARADE..
n,HE DOESNT NOE HOW TO SWIM..!
n im blaming his frens..!!
hw could they just run awae?
n they even hav the cheek to come his houz to ONLI PASS HIS CLOTHES??!
onli at nite den his mum noe abt it?!
seriously,i pity his family..
itz sumhow a case of SABOTAGE..
yes,he lemas..
but! do you noe he doesnt swim?
n his grndfather passed awae the dae after..
n his father is in prison..
kesian kan tgk naseb mak dier skrg..tsk!!

ppl,plz nvr force sumone to swim or throw him in the sea if he/she doesnt want..
especially wen he/she doesnt noe hw to swim!
yes,fun mmg fun..
tpi biler nyawe da tkde,cmne?
haiz..bodo!his frens btol2 bodo!

im going his grndfather houz later at sengkang..
kenduri arwah..
with my mum..
coz his mum was my mum's fren...
n my grndparents noes his grndfather..
coincidence eh?hmmm..
do appear if ure those who were with him at east coast..
I ALREDY NOE HOW IT HAPPEN..
go apologise to his mum..
haiz..

2008-12-01T17:59:00.002+08:00

Nothing to blog about now.